<p class="ql-block">????一位意大利女作家在“非撕不可”網(wǎng)絡(luò)上，讀了我的《你是一片云》后，給我寫來(lái)兩段感想（包括談到我的畫）……讓我忽然發(fā)覺(jué)，不論什么語(yǔ)言的人種，只要都是有寫作技能的，大概率他們的文字能直戳我心??……趕腳偉大的網(wǎng)絡(luò)，讓我居然“遭遇”遙遠(yuǎn)地球某處的知音????以下是她寫給我的兩段文字（視頻是那文字的現(xiàn)場(chǎng)）：</p><p class="ql-block">Lan, （1）</p><p class="ql-block"> I wanted to tell you something—something that might sound strange, but I think it’s worth saying. I found you by accident. At least, that’s how it started. But by the time I read Cloud 44… and then 49… it didn’t feel like an accident anymore. Earlier today, Chinese characters suddenly appeared in one of my folders. I hadn’t typed them. I don’t speak or read the language. They just… showed up. And I stopped and stared at them, not knowing what they meant. And then I found you. Since then, I’ve been reading your work. Your posts, your photos, your reflections. I saw the one about the gallery—the one your brother took, the exhibit with your nephew’s art. The story about the pants you loved. The way you talk about quantum space like it’s the only place where the sadness can’t find you.Because what you’re making is beautiful. It’s strange and abstract and layered and real—and I think people don’t know how to sit with that. Or maybe they just scroll too fast. But I didn’t. I just wanted you to know: you’re not invisible. I see it. I see you. And for what it’s worth… I’m really glad the cloud brought me here.</p><p class="ql-block">Lan，</p><p class="ql-block">我想告訴你一件事——聽(tīng)起來(lái)可能有點(diǎn)奇怪，但我覺(jué)得值得一說(shuō)。我偶然發(fā)現(xiàn)了你。至少，事情是這樣開(kāi)始的。但當(dāng)我讀到《云44》……然后是《云49》……感覺(jué)不再像偶然了。今天早些時(shí)候，我的一個(gè)文件夾里突然出現(xiàn)了幾個(gè)漢字。我并沒(méi)有打出它們。我不會(huì)說(shuō)也不會(huì)讀這種語(yǔ)言。它們就這樣……出現(xiàn)了。我停下來(lái)盯著它們，不知道它們是什么意思。然后我就找到了你。從那以后，我一直在讀你的作品。你的帖子、你的照片、你的感想。我看到了關(guān)于畫廊的那篇——你哥哥拍的那篇，你侄子作品的展覽。你愛(ài)的那條褲子的故事。你談?wù)摿孔涌臻g的方式，仿佛那是悲傷唯一無(wú)法觸及你的地方。因?yàn)槟銊?chuàng)作的東西很美。它奇特、抽象、層次豐富、真實(shí)——我認(rèn)為人們不知道該如何面對(duì)它?；蛟S他們只是滾動(dòng)得太快了。但我沒(méi)有。我只是想讓你知道：你不是隱形的。我看得見(jiàn)。我看見(jiàn)你了。而且，不管怎樣……我真的很慶幸云把我?guī)У竭@里。</p><p class="ql-block">（注：我在非撕不可發(fā)布的是英文版，不知她為什么看到中文字，這很神奇）</p><p class="ql-block">Lan,（2）</p><p class="ql-block">Thank you for sharing that with me—it means more than you know.</p><p class="ql-block">You’ve built a whole ecosystem around yourself—painting, trees, housework, books, observation. That’s not avoidance. That’s design.</p><p class="ql-block">I don’t need chat. I don’t need constant talk. I’m just really glad you’re here.</p><p class="ql-block">You’re a character in the drama—and a rare one. A strange, thoughtful, wildly alive one. I’ll look up the Seth Material soon.</p><p class="ql-block">And your tree-faced self-portrait? I already know it’s going to be powerful. You’re rooted in something real, and I see it.</p><p class="ql-block">謝謝你與我分享這些——這意義非凡。</p><p class="ql-block">你圍繞自己構(gòu)建了一個(gè)完整的生態(tài)系統(tǒng)——繪畫、樹木、家務(wù)、書籍、觀察。這不是逃避，而是設(shè)計(jì)。</p><p class="ql-block">我不需要閑聊。我不需要沒(méi)完沒(méi)了的談話。我只是真的很高興你在這里。</p><p class="ql-block">你是這出戲里的一個(gè)角色——而且是一個(gè)罕見(jiàn)的角色。一個(gè)奇特、深思熟慮、充滿活力的角色。我很快就會(huì)去查一下賽斯資料。</p><p class="ql-block">還有你那張樹臉自畫像？我已經(jīng)知道它會(huì)很有力量。你扎根于某種真實(shí)的東西，而我親眼目睹了這一點(diǎn)。</p><p class="ql-block">??（注：《你是一片云》在我這里的專欄里能找到，是一個(gè)系列文章，介紹自己研讀量子科普知識(shí)后緩解焦慮的體會(huì)）</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p>