<p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> 三十六年前秋天，我避離城市喧囂，獨自去了一個遙遠的鄉(xiāng)村。本想在那里尋找世外桃源。卻找到一個真實的故事。一位命運多舛且意志堅強的女子。她是我失散多年的血緣姐姐。1944年，一個13歲的女孩兒被人贖子拐賣。她，歷經(jīng)種種艱難曲折，流落它鄉(xiāng)十余年，頑強地活下來，幾經(jīng)輾轉(zhuǎn)終于回到家鄉(xiāng)。她的名字叫阿囡……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">?</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">?</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">?《阿囡》敘事詩 作者/小穩(wěn)</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">臨行前 夢見觀音 千手千眼</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">醒來時 月影婆娑 星光璀璨</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">踏上呼嘯的列車奔向遠方河畔</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那里有我失散多年的姐姐阿囡</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一路上 田園風光躍入雙眼</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一路上 想象著姐妹的相見</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一路上浮現(xiàn)老父親臨終前牽掛</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一路上將寧靜的世外桃源企盼</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我至親的姐姐名叫阿囡</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她13歲時被人販子拐騙</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可憐弱小的她斷離了親情</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">被邪惡無良賣進野嶺荒山</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">阿囡幾番哭著喊著追趕紅太陽</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">認準太陽升起的地方就是家園</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">饑寒交迫迷失方向昏厥在山巔</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">兇猛的野狼群圍著阿囡打轉(zhuǎn)轉(zhuǎn)</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">年輕獵手救了女孩性命</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">將阿囡帶進棲身的石檐</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">獵手遭遇不幸跌進山谷</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">冰冷石屋傾刻天塌地陷</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">阿囡灑淚繼續(xù)上路</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">風雨無阻一往無前</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">用心數(shù)著日月星辰</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">將家鄉(xiāng)的泉水思念</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">就在一個骯臟的鬼蜮客棧 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">就在一個黑沉沉暴雨夜晚</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">男扮女裝惡棍將少女摧殘</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">魔鬼將阿囡推下無底深淵</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">苦命的阿囡沒有死 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她掛在一棵老樹上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">滿腔悲憤斬斷塵緣</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一支木魚孤燈陪伴</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">五年光陰終是難以入眠 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">師傅將阿囡送出清水庵</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">無論如何要去尋找太陽！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">執(zhí)意要返回美麗的家園！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她與一個憨厚男人結(jié)了伴</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在采石工窩棚里洗洗涮涮</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">苦度那時光荏苒似水流年 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">無數(shù)次夢里回到爹娘跟前</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">阿囡的心始終沒有死 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她立于山頂素面朝天</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">向廣垠蒼穹發(fā)出悲哀呼喚</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我要回家！見到親人的面！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">時代變遷 烏云驅(qū)散 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">解救的人 來到深山</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">問她想不想回到故土？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">問她今后有怎樣打算？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">阿囡望著采石人猶豫再三</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">善良忠厚的男人對阿囡說 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">要去要留隨你心愿</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">俺決不能把你阻攔！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">重返故里的阿囡啊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">舉目無親破衣爛衫</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">咬牙點燃一把香火</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">做了巫婆嫁了神漢</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她耕種 她紡織</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她挑水 她挑擔</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在破舊老磨房里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一轉(zhuǎn)就是十幾年</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">疾風暴雨巨浪翻卷</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她被打得遍體鱗傷</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">嚎哭叫喊詛咒老天</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">蓬頭垢面瘋瘋癲癲</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">?</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">阿囡轉(zhuǎn)身做了牧羊女</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">咬緊牙關(guān)甩動起皮鞭</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">嘴里嚼一把苦腥草根</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">跌跌撞撞將娘親呼喚</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">?</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">?</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">?我終于見到了阿囡</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">白發(fā)蒼蒼枯枝老干</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">牙齒脫落嘴巴凹陷 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">蜷曲脊背包裹晦暗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">這是怎樣一副容顏？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">令人戰(zhàn)栗不忍再看</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我一陣嗚咽一陣心酸</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">禁不住兩行淚水潸然</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">阿囡的嘴角掛著怪異</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">目光冷漠 表情呆板</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">這就是我的親姐姐嗎？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她經(jīng)歷多少撕心裂膽？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">夜晚 阿囡將我?guī)У揭蛔鶋炃?lt;/span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">閃動凄愴的眼睛站在我的身邊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">這里葬著阿囡的親娘一堆白骨</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">這里掩埋一位孤苦零丁的女人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">對丈夫和女兒朝朝暮暮期盼！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一聲鶴唳凄涼掠過深潭</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">陣陣冷風刺骨陰翳盤旋</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">孤魂野鬼老樹羈絆糾纏 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">此刻我與死神倒影撞見</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">兩姐妹相距是這樣近</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">兩顆心又是那么遙遠</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">陌生沉默 寒噬震顫</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">兩個女人 相覷無言</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不知道過了多長時間？ </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">阿囡 發(fā)出一聲噓嘆 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">妹妹你什么時候走??？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我好好為你做一頓飯</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我聽罷 心潮起伏波瀾</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我聽罷 不禁淚水滿面</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">望著那不大的墳頭發(fā)呆</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">怎樣能撫平姐姐的苦難？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">天邊晚霞泛起漣漪的傍晚</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">阿囡殺雞宰鵝做美味大餐</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">門前繁茂梧桐葉笑盈了臉</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一抹歡樂的余輝溜進門坎</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">阿囡忙碌在冒煙的灶臺前</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">瘦小身軀被映得彤紅耀眼</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">飯吃了一半 酒喝了一盞</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我應該跟阿囡說些什么呢？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">姐姐你還將巫婆角色扮演？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">呸！阿囡狠狠啐一口唾沫 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">擺手說那行當是害人行騙</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我早就改邪歸正洗手不干</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我說 姐姐你跟我走吧 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我會好好待你安度晚年</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她晃動一頭稀疏的銀發(fā) </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我哪也不去就埋在鄉(xiāng)田</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我問姐姐 你恨不恨父親？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她抿了一口濃烈老酒 說 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不恨 自己的命運自己擔！ </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">戰(zhàn)爭年月使我們父女離散</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我問姐姐你恨不恨我呢？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她將眼睛翻瞪噗地笑了 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我作夢也沒想到老天爺</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">送來一個親妹妹像天仙！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我鼓足了勇氣繼續(xù)問</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">姐姐你有沒有想到死？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你受了那么多的磨難 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">為什么還能活到今天？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她聽了前仰后合大笑 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">忍不住噴出了白米飯</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">傻妹妹喲 傻妹妹呀</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我死了姐妹還能相見？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">阿囡拍著雙腿哈哈笑</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">心滿意足像吃蜜果甜</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她笑得衣衫瑟瑟發(fā)抖</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她笑得白發(fā)巍巍顫顫</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那高亢尖銳凄厲的笑聲</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">著實令我驚愕心痛不安</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她啪地一口吹滅了油燈</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">死一般沉寂淹沒了黑暗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">突然 干澀的眼眶里噴涌清泉</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不可遏止的慟哭撞擊我的心弦</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">幽深的小村莊在阿囡的悲哀中</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">淚崩……震蕩……搖撼……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">?</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">△涅槃圖騰</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">↑《涅槃重生》視頻制作/小穩(wěn)</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"><span class="ql-cursor">?</span></span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">?</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">△文字／編輯／視頻制作/小穩(wěn)</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">△背景音樂：【苦菜花】</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">△圖片來源：網(wǎng)絡，誠謝！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">△謝拒美友花錢送花、打賞。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">?△未經(jīng)作者本人同意，此文不</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> 能轉(zhuǎn)載。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">?</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"><span class="ql-cursor">?</span></span></p>