我的靈魂驚夢(mèng)人 <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">今天是我住院第五天</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">昨晚又作了二項(xiàng)特殊的檢查</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">醫(yī)生全身披著藍(lán)色</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">被包裹得嚴(yán)嚴(yán)實(shí)實(shí)</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">只看到一雙眼晴在盯著我</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">推著我躺著的病床</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">從一個(gè)過道轉(zhuǎn)了幾個(gè)彎</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">到了另一個(gè)過道</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">床發(fā)出嘰咕嘰咕的聲音</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">過道上昏暗的燈光一閃一爍</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我仿佛進(jìn)入了閻王殿的通道</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我的靈魂好似也出竅</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在這幽暗的通道飄移</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我昨天是答應(yīng)醫(yī)生和護(hù)士的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">以后不寫</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">但這整天整晚躺著</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">心里難受又痛</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">白天手機(jī)被醫(yī)生和家人收著</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">待昨晚檢查完</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我要上了手機(jī)</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">珍著家人睡覺了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">今天凌晨一點(diǎn)</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">躺在床上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">又偷偷摸摸寫起來</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我吃力寫著</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">其實(shí)就是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">轉(zhuǎn)移目標(biāo)減輕疼痛</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">好不容易</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">寫下了今天的詩</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">《我的靈魂》</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">整天整晚</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">躺在床病上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">半醒半睡</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">仿佛感覺</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我看見了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我的靈魂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">明凈而清澈</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">游走在不知一個(gè)什么的世界</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在那個(gè)世界里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">有一群</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">魑魅魍魎的影子</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">似幽靈一般</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">看見了我</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">張牙舞爪</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">向我撲來</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">想把我啃嚙掉</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">這些要啃嚙我的惡魔</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">要用我的血而滋養(yǎng)身驅(qū)</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我面對(duì)這些</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">地獄般的小鬼</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">露出猙獰狂妄的面目</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">還有血淋淋鋒利的獠牙</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我沒有退縮</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">用著我曾經(jīng)學(xué)過的擒拿術(shù)</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">與之搏斗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一只只小鬼</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在我的拳擊下</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">打在地上翻滾</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">嘰啞嘰啞的叫著</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">然后落荒而逃</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">而我的靈魂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">奮起直追到</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那個(gè)群魔亂舞的世界</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我的靈魂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在漆黑的夜</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">去尋覓生命的真諦</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">因?yàn)槲以?jīng)追求的理想</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我用一生在傾注</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">沒有失敗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">而我的靈魂和我的人一樣</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">也在追尋理想</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">尋求著幸福的方向</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">于是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我的靈魂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">披著星星點(diǎn)綴的盛裝</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">閃爍著圓潤的光輝</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我穿戴好行裝</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">拿上一把鋒利的斧頭</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">用斧頭憤怒的劈開了智慧的大門</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">把傷痕累累的身體留下</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">把靈魂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">融入陽光的沐浴</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">去經(jīng)受風(fēng)的洗禮</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">靜靜去聆聽靈魂的絕響</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我的靈魂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">來到一個(gè)有很多天使的遠(yuǎn)處 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">天使把我的靈魂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">放進(jìn)一個(gè)時(shí)光隊(duì)道</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">讓靈魂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">穿越歷史黑暗 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">感受輪回傷痛</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">感受靈魂的身驅(qū)</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在這個(gè)世界上的風(fēng)雨</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在冰冷凄涼的隧道</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我的靈魂有著無比疲憊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">像流星一樣破碎</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">人世為何如此沉重</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">七情為何要有憂傷</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我的靈魂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">漸漸遠(yuǎn)去到了宇宙</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">宇宙的風(fēng)</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">把我推向前所未有的高度</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">粉碎了我靈魂深處</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">雄心和夢(mèng)想</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">難道說</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">靈魂就沒有理想嗎</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">于是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">對(duì)著天宙發(fā)出絕地的喊叫</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">滄海橫流 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">方顯英雄本色</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">風(fēng)雪凌厲 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">足見勇士氣節(jié)</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我要讓我的靈魂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">像老鷹一樣</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">飛向更廣闊的天空</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">用沉重烈血</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">把生命重新點(diǎn)燃</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">去創(chuàng)作我的樂園</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我寂寞的靈魂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在曠野孤獨(dú)地漂泊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">有誰又會(huì)再意呢</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">有道是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">惡人不善</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">世態(tài)炎涼</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">當(dāng)你富</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">盼著你窮</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">當(dāng)他窮</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">盼著你更窮</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">現(xiàn)在</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我是一個(gè)最窮的靈魂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">與驅(qū)體為伴</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">吃飯要人喂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">走路要人撐</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我的靈魂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">沒有</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">華麗的顏值</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">到處流浪</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不知道從哪里來</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">更不知道到哪里去</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">白天</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">看著天花板發(fā)呆</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">夜晚</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">做著一個(gè)又一個(gè)夢(mèng)</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我的靈魂夢(mèng)見了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一個(gè)深山寂靜的村莊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">讓思念化成了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">深山幽房裊裊炊煙</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">夢(mèng)見了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">多少個(gè)癡男怨女</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">被多情的月色</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">折磨得淚眼汪汪</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我的靈魂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">繼續(xù)在飄泊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">找不到任何一個(gè)靈魂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">要與我相伴</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我現(xiàn)在是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一只寂寞的靈魂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">沉睡在醫(yī)院病床上的靈魂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在這間屋</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">躺在這里的人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我想</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她們和我一樣</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">除了驅(qū)殼躺在這</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">靈魂早就出竅在外</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我旁邊的病床</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">是個(gè)女的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">年紀(jì)輕輕</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">三十如花</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">卻日夜在床上呻吟</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">閻王爺已經(jīng)給她判了生死</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">陽壽還有二到三個(gè)月</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她的家人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一邊講一邊滿目淚水</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">讓我的靈魂深處為之心痛</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">蒼天呀</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">饒過了誰呀</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">沒有饒過誰</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不然</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">旁邊病床上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">這個(gè)三十如花的女人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">為何還只有二三個(gè)月陽壽</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我現(xiàn)在也不多想</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">生命是我的終歸是我的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">生命不是我的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">就是喊華佗神醫(yī)來也無用</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我不想了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">這個(gè)結(jié)果誰也逃不脫</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">只分早遲</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我只想我的身邊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">多一個(gè)靈魂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">牽著我的手在陽光下散步</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">肩并著肩在月光下漫舞</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一起回憶過往</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一起聊聊遇到過心儀的知心人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可這是幻想</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我的靈魂在努力尋找</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">找啊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">找啊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">卻怎么也找不到一個(gè)</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">想要陪伴我走下去的靈魂</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我是一個(gè)悲傷的靈魂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">現(xiàn)在躺在床上的靈魂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">昨天我是答應(yīng)醫(yī)生和護(hù)士的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">再不寫了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可我被無情的疼痛在折磨</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我選擇了堅(jiān)強(qiáng)</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">吃力一字一字的寫著</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">目的是轉(zhuǎn)移疼痛</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">山下的河流</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不知天上的月光的暗亮</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">天上的月光</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">也不山下河流的寂靜</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">人生二個(gè)世界</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一個(gè)陽間世界</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一個(gè)陰間世界</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">因歲月的無情</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">惡魔會(huì)把靈魂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">從陽間送到陰間</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">時(shí)空變幻</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我在這病床上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">已躺上了五日五夜</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">現(xiàn)在</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我已心力交瘁</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">有誰會(huì)記得一個(gè)被拋棄的靈魂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">是多么孤立無援</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">就連一只流浪狗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">都懶得抬眼看</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">但這不是狗的錯(cuò)</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">因?yàn)?lt;/span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">狗眼從來就是看人低</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">現(xiàn)在病床上這個(gè)樣子</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">狗還對(duì)著病床</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">汪汪二聲</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">搖著它高傲的尾巴</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">喜笑顏開的離去</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不要怪這</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">無情的世道</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">只怪自己身體不爭氣</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">但我的靈魂告訴我</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不放棄</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我會(huì)堅(jiān)守疼痛</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">會(huì)按耐住撕心裂肺的寂寞</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">又有誰會(huì)知道</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可我知道</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我這顆寂寞的靈魂 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">時(shí)時(shí)都在準(zhǔn)備著</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">飛向那詩和遠(yuǎn)方</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p> <p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;">《我的靈魂》</span></p> <p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;">剛打完吊針，我要了一下手機(jī)，待會(huì)又得醫(yī)生和家人收了</span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><br></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;">恕我沒法回復(fù)大家</span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:22px;">見諒</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">文字/驚夢(mèng)人//圖片/我的空間</span></p>